those times.

i fcuking miss those times when you used to be nice and sweet towards me.

a new experience.

hopefully I will not regret the decision I've made.
These few days have been hectic for me ! Rushing assignments and stuffs. This coming week gonna be busier than ever. Its always the same when holidays are coming. Rushing for submissions. Foreverrushing I guess. All the best to myself I guess. Hopefully I will go thru this smoothly.

hi december

time flies really fast that its already the last month of the year. 

i havent really enjoyed to the fullest. can time slow down abit?

ohwell, i doubt so. 

past few weeks, my twin has been tolerating my nonsense/jokes/etcetc ! loveher ttm man <3

 

& recently... someone let the cat out of the bag !

dont know if he really understand malay or not..

but he started shooting me with qns that particular night.

seems like he knows? or maybe not? idk.

and idk whats wrong with me man ! 

when i dont meet him, i wanna see him and talk to him.

but when he appear right infront of me, i have nothing to say. gosh.

feelings

everytime i look back at the chat logs, i start to feel differently..

those same feelings i used to had when i chat with him. 

now, im starting to get into contact with him again. am i taking the wrong step all over again?

i dont know. whenever i chat or see him, this weird atmosphere starts to come. 

like my hands starts to tremble cos of nervous? and my ears starts to turn red?

perhaps this are the signs of ..... ?

i have no idea. during the two months break, i repeatedly told myself to get over it. 

but now, what is this? why am i so fickle minded. goshhhh. 

and now, the way we chat is the same way we chatted the first time..

what does this mean? damnn. 

long time no blog

it has been quite a while since i last blog huh.
well i suppose its time to update.
i have a freaking submission on monday for model making.
and practically, i've not completed my model! hopefully it can be done by sunday afternoon or so.
im gonnna be a hardcoreee tonight and complete at least 80% - 90% of my model. tomorrow gonna paint it.
enough about work i guess.

timetable.

on monday, timetable was out! & guess what? on monday sch starts at 4 , ends at 9pm.

and the next day, starts at 9am. what kind of timetable is this man !

i need my sleeeeeeep. the rest of the days are quite okay i guess.

ohyes! i feel like baking macaroons. those colourful ones. ate it before at my uncle's open house!

with durian filling. delicioussssss :D gonna bake it, if i have time these remaining holiday.

tanned

 hi ! 

i've something to confess. im freaking tanned thanks to my sunburn :(

ohyes, school's starting soon. yes, finally im gonna be busy back.

what have i been doing 1month plus ? i have no idea.

i guess most of the time i spent is sleeping. agree? 

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