feelings

everytime i look back at the chat logs, i start to feel differently..

those same feelings i used to had when i chat with him. 

now, im starting to get into contact with him again. am i taking the wrong step all over again?

i dont know. whenever i chat or see him, this weird atmosphere starts to come. 

like my hands starts to tremble cos of nervous? and my ears starts to turn red?

perhaps this are the signs of ..... ?

i have no idea. during the two months break, i repeatedly told myself to get over it. 

but now, what is this? why am i so fickle minded. goshhhh. 

and now, the way we chat is the same way we chatted the first time..

what does this mean? damnn.