feelings

everytime i look back at the chat logs, i start to feel differently..

those same feelings i used to had when i chat with him. 

now, im starting to get into contact with him again. am i taking the wrong step all over again?

i dont know. whenever i chat or see him, this weird atmosphere starts to come. 

like my hands starts to tremble cos of nervous? and my ears starts to turn red?

perhaps this are the signs of ..... ?

i have no idea. during the two months break, i repeatedly told myself to get over it. 

but now, what is this? why am i so fickle minded. goshhhh. 

and now, the way we chat is the same way we chatted the first time..

what does this mean? damnn. 

long time no blog

it has been quite a while since i last blog huh.
well i suppose its time to update.
i have a freaking submission on monday for model making.
and practically, i've not completed my model! hopefully it can be done by sunday afternoon or so.
im gonnna be a hardcoreee tonight and complete at least 80% - 90% of my model. tomorrow gonna paint it.
enough about work i guess.

timetable.

on monday, timetable was out! & guess what? on monday sch starts at 4 , ends at 9pm.

and the next day, starts at 9am. what kind of timetable is this man !

i need my sleeeeeeep. the rest of the days are quite okay i guess.

ohyes! i feel like baking macaroons. those colourful ones. ate it before at my uncle's open house!

with durian filling. delicioussssss :D gonna bake it, if i have time these remaining holiday.

tanned

 hi ! 

i've something to confess. im freaking tanned thanks to my sunburn :(

ohyes, school's starting soon. yes, finally im gonna be busy back.

what have i been doing 1month plus ? i have no idea.

i guess most of the time i spent is sleeping. agree? 

anyway, this blog is not updated daily... so follow me at twitter!

i update my twitter everyday :)

http://twitter.com/undeniablewords 

dedication.

 

these are the awesome people that always make my day ! ♥

especially my dear twin sister, Syazana Marie

met her during my poly orientation. from that day, we get closer as each day pass.

through our conversations/ laughters, we found that we got closer and have common things between us.

well, it might be coincidental but we're born on the same day and month but different year.

our mums are the best mum in the world. both are outgoing.

what more? we're the talkative kind among our family members.

even our height are almost the same. likes & dislikes quite similar too.

where else can i find this awesome twin sister?

she's the one that has been listening to my troubles and giving me advice ever since i know her.

thank you for tolerating my nonsense all this time & giving me advice on everthing.

love you to the max! ♥

;(

seeing it made me tear. i dont wanna cry but i cant help it. i cant even avoid it.

peace.

 

sit by the beach, look out at the wide sea and sort out your thoughts